Happy Sabbath Day Beloved

Without a doubt I know I'm in God's Kingdom as his Reyna (Queen). He's let me experience the goodness of valuable eternal friends in the Kingdom along my journey and also the wonderful moments lived with my greatest treasures here on earth, my children who are now young adults living out their own testimonies. I'm so blessed, I have a loving husband because goodness is in his heart if he loves our children, since we collectively co-created them with The God of my Righteousness.

And although my spouse has free agency and with his free agency he's decided to live a different path other than the promise he promised me on the day we wedded (till death do us part), that is solely his right apart from my own. I know how the enemy works and I didn't give him the key to my heart, Jesus is King of my Heart.

Still, I remain thankful and grateful, knowing God holds my tears & he's held them for himself as a Celestial offering because I know it's been him (my hope) in his promise who comforts me. I know as a broken and contrite spirit he walks with me, I am blessed to have his favor and eyes upon me.

Today our youngest daughter asked if I went to church because I messaged her this morning and she knows I will get up early to go to church on Sundays. I feel joy in my heart to know I heard from our youngest daughter. And she asked about my behavior on a Sunday, just as I would expect and wouldn't want to have had it any other way. Thank you!!

Gosh, I've missed her over the years and I'm so glad God has opened this door for us to gather together once again, it's like the gathering of Israel in my own home, this is such a blessing and so it is to gain our strength. Mother-daughter relationship is so important for me and my daughters and the same I feel about Mother & Son relationship, they hold truth with the Divine. Our youngest daughter, she's truly is a gem in my heart and life. She brought out a side of me that only she's gifted to do. Thank you Love for such a beautiful miracle in our lives.

Anyway, I told her I slept in this morning because of General Conference weekend which only happens once a year. Little by little God's love reveals his mysteries in the Kindom, which I'm thankful and grateful for.

I remember I previously asked our youngest daughter to pray to Heavenly Father, to send you or bring you into our lives, someone who will love me just as much as I love them all, including their father with his mishap/affair. It's not easy to love altruistically but I know without a doubt in my heart it is only possible with God (after all the joy of the Lord is our strength). And we can't bring to shame his name.

Again, I keep repeating myself, I know I'm on the path of restoration. God is going to restore all that was kept and taken from me, the lost years He will increase, and the moments invested with him will come to light and flourish amidst all and everyone for his Glory and Honor, in Jesus name I declare, amen.

Lastly, in my journey, the Lord has always been present in me and for that, I know his love for me is eternal and everlasting, from age to age, he remains faithful to his own word and Justice is his name.