Blessed

Very Grateful & Thankful... I have all I need with me and I think that's what my dad has always tried to tell me but I kept thinking differently at times. You see, it's like don't let me miss the glory type of understanding that now I know we should be thankful for. 

Focusing on my healing journey, I realize how much I've accomplished on my own and I've never honestly given myself credit for it until today. I realized in a blink of an eye my instincts for survival kicked in and there was no time for lamenting because in actuality my life has been a blessing from the LORD.

To find favor in another is a blessing but to have a solid relationship like I had with my spouse is God's hand there. Friendship is not cheap and a valuable friendship comes with deep archeological facts. Hence, I know I'm in my right to speak about what the LORD has done in my life. 

It is more of a blessing to give than to receive but in a world of unprecedented accounts, we are to bless one another and apply the golden rule in a just world. One of my goals has been to feel at home again and with helping hands this is happening. 

I'm not religious and never have I been an extremist, as a matter of fact, knowing I'm a military wife, it's impossible to be an extremist because everyone has the right to practice their faith which ever however so as long as it doesn't harm self or another. And we know as Americans it's within our right to practice our faith of choice for it was founded upon the Supreme Powers of the World. Also, the US Constitution protects us from unfair treatment.

In my home with my spouse, it was never a single-sided one-way system, at least I never saw it that way. The hub's and I shared common sense and common ground. We at one point saw eye to eye and I'd like to think this will occur again, but of course, once we meet our better and best outcome for all of us at our final divorce hearing. 

That's been a hell of a goal for me to be legitimately recognized by the department of defense and the best way has been when I filed for divorce. And it will happen. This is why I'm so thankful and blessed to say so.